First of all ! Happy Mother's Day to all those mums out there ! Shout Out to each and everyone of them for all they're been through for their children. Despite which part of the world you are in,  you've done a job well done just for going through that 9 months of suffering for your children. Great Job.

Well, I know a lot of us, teenagers thinks that our parents always love to nag. Sometimes, they're wayy too protective and they care wayy to much. Somtimes, you hate it when they say "No, you can't do this!" "No, you can't do that!". Yes ! It's very annoying but mums are humans too. They want to be happy, not angry all the time right? Thinking back, sometimes they are just doing that for our own good. Maybe some of your parents always get angry at you for little things. But maybe that's just the way they show their love for you. Caring. Sometimes in the end, you'll eventually know that your mum will be the last one standing, waiting and caring for you whenever you're in trouble. They might not show how much they've been through for you or how much they care but deep down their hearts, they do care, very much.

So, today. Despite how angry you are of your mum or how much you dislike her being over protective. Tell her I love you and give her a hug. That'll be all that she needs. :)

Labels: Happy Mother's Day, Love, Mum

Hope, it is something very important in one's life. Just like air, we need it in order to live, to survive. Without it, life would be totally meaningless. Although hope can bring positive feelings like happiness or excitement, but it can also bring negative ones like depression or even dissapointment. Despite what we get from it, we have to except it because that's just life. Sometimes, with just a little faith, dreams do come true.

I hope that you can understand what I'm trying to say here. If you really love her, hold on and just continue hoping for the better. Though I can't promise you that you can have a happy ending but I can promise you that no matter what happens, you know I'll do whatever it takes to see that smile on your face. I know you're pretty clueless right now. You mind always fillings with questions like " Does she feel the same way like I do?" "Am I important to her?" or "What does she think of me?". I'm no angel that can answer that, but i can always be there for you ya know? What are bestfriends for right?

Labels: Hope, Life, Love

I bet everyone out there can define happiness. There are many kinds of happiness. Sometimes little things makes people happy. The happiness I'll talk about is when you love. The happiness you experience when you love someone.

I'm sure a lot of you reading this have had a crush on someone before, or have been with someone you love. Well, what would you do for the people you love to be happy? Obviously, if you really love someone, you'll sacrifice sometimes right? Just because when they're happy, when you see them smile, you'll be happy too right? Seeing them smile because of something you did, isn't that the best thing in the world?

Sometimes, you do pretty stupid things for your loved ones. Sometimes, you do it subconsciously. You wouldn't know how stupid you are because by knowing that they're happy is everything you need. You'll be mesmerize by the way they smile when they're happy, you wouldn't know what a stupid thing you've done. Till when you really realize it, you'll not regret because they're happy, that's all you could ask for. In life, sometimes, making someone else happy is just better than making yourself happy. That's just what life is.

Thus, to someone, be happy alright, I'll always be here to make you smile. And to my best flen Natasha Sharzleen, I'm not stupid, read this and you'l understand.

Labels: Happiness, Life, Love

I don't know what should I say, but let's start of with " My life sucks". This is true, although I know there are million of other children starving and dying from sickness everyday ( and their life obviously suck more than mine ) but i still consider myself of having a suckish life among the peepo i know. I shall tell you whai my life suck so much. It's actually because of the things that happened recently.

1. I've been having a crush on this boy. Sad for me, he likes my good flen. Okay this isn't the worse part. he somehow knew that I like him and sort of rejected it. Uh huh, it just suck like that. Hurt much? of course it does. Rejected a few guys before, don't feel nice when I do it, but i never knew it'd hurt that much. The thing is, I didn't really wanna or wasn't suppose to let him know. To me, staying good/close/best flens with him is already good enough. I'm happy with it. Because I know if i give it a shot and get rejeccted, everything wouldn't be the same and before. and everything before was just perfect, don't wanna lose it. Sad for me, everything is all said and done, there's nothing much I can do. Now, we're still flens, don't ever wanna lose him as a flen. Trying super de duper hard to forget him but it's just that hard. What can I do? Answer : Nothing at all. How can I forget him ? : I have no idea? I just can't do it? How can the pain go away? : It can never go away, although if it does, there'll still be a scar somehow.

2. Exam ! Exam ! Exam ! Oh God ! I can't wait till PMR is over. I'll throw all my books away and start to party ! My paren'ts just cant stop forcing me. I know it's for my own good but. Must they? :( Sighsss. This is a message to the creator of EXAMS " You suck !"

3. Family, Gawd this is the worst part. I hate home, everyday I go home i get scolded for nothing and get nagged for nothing. How is that fair huh? I'm already very very very sad for the rejecting thingy, i just wanna get home, lock myself in the room and play music to make myself relax but with my dad and grandma nagging and scolding for nothing 24/7 I feel laik I'm gonna burst anytime now. I'm already fed-up and half of my soul is already dying, must you do this to me?

Labels: Life, Love

Sad to say, you haven't talk to me for 17 days already. Am I having doubts over my feelings for you? Sighsss.. I don't know either. I somehow regretted for rejecting him over you. but somehow in the same time, i still like you ! I go online everyday waiting for you to talk to me. But everytime your name appears in the "Online" tab, i go all miserable thinking " Why isn't he talking to me?". I know you wouldn't be reading this, but who cares? I just wrote it to let myself feel better, wishing that one day you'd talk to me and not break your promise. <3

Labels: Love

Only if you knew that I've already liked you since last year. Well, they say you can't date your best friend's crush/ ex/ boyfriend. Well, I don't wanna let her down so I backed off and let you go. Thinking back, i somehow regretted. But sadly, there's no point regretting after everything that has happened. I rejected you quite a few times, somehow it's my own fault too. But please understand that I did that for my best flen. I know she likes you and I couldn't snatch that away from her. It's not right.

Anyways, I miss you like hell ! Everytime when I online, I see you and your girlfriend wall posting. It's killing me from the inside. I wanna delete you from facebook so badly but if i do that, we can't even be friends anymore and that's the last thing I want. If only I could be close to you just like back in those days.

Lastly, I wish you all the best with her. Be happy always :)

Labels: Love

I've a secret that I've been keeping since last year. Finally, I'm gonna let it all out.

There was this guy who likes me last year. He confessed a few times but I kept on rejecting him. To be honest, I actually did like him but one of my best flens like him too. So, I didn't bother to tell anyone about this. I told him I couldn't date him because I already had a crush and because she likes him.

Soon, they were together. COUPLED. Havta admit, was a little jealous >< But then, they broke off again because of me. I felt so bad. She knew that he still likes me, so she broke up with him or he broke up with her ( I forgot ). I suck as a fren right? I know :(

Then recently, I was so so so so mad at him for something and i did not talk to him for a really long time. Now, he deleted me from facebook. Dafuq? Nevermind.

Labels: Love

This part of my blog is dedicated to my beloved cousin and one of my best flens/unnie.

Both of you are having problems. Both about BOYS .

Anyways, Tasha! I can see that you really like him this time. Well, have you tried talking to him? You havta chill out a little. I bet most girls out there have experience this before. Even I did. Remember? But I went through it and look! Look how great I am now. Sometimes, it's destine to be like that you can't change it. It's God's plan for you. This F***i dude might not be the one for you, but I'm sure God has this much better guy for you. Don't be sad alright. You can tell me and Cheryl anything. I know you really miss him but hang in there unnie <3 Like Cheryl said Life can be a bitch. You just have to fight bad to that bitch and prove that you're stronger! p.s. TOP, Nichkhun Appa and Victoria Omma will be there for you too ! Don't make your parents sad okay!

Zoey, You're problem 48574583904 times worse. Anyways, If I'm in Singapore, I've already helped you bitch slap that dude and his girl. Trust me, they won't look good after that ^^ Hey, you don't deserve him. You deserve way better. You have amazing friends and cousins who truly cares for you. Don't do anything stupid okay ! ! ! ! You still havta wait for me to go to SG next year. You're suppose to bring me around and be my tour guide remember? You still havta bring me to USS, and orchard road during New Year's Eve ! You still havta give me my birthday present c(= You have a whole gang of people behind you, wishing you would start over and be happy again! So cheer up alright ! You can tell me anything. My mouth will be kept zipped !

Labels: Life, Love

Hey there, you know life is full of ups and downs. No one's life is perfect and certainly, no one is perfect in this world except for God. Sometimes, when you face problems, just think about it in an optimistic way. Although thinking that way wouldn't solve everything, but at least it'll make you happy right? Well, death isn't a way to handle problems either. I agree, yes, everything will be solved once you're vanished from this world, but why don't think about the people around you? How would they feel? of course 101% they'll be really really sad. Losing you. So be optismistic alright, we'll always be here for you.

Okay, guys. To be honest, they're all the same. (NO OFFENCE BOYS, IM JUST SPEAKING THE TRUTH). Anyways, guys they break promises, worse, some doesn't know how to show their love and care. But that doesn't mean they don't care and love you. They just don't know how to show it. Well, true, they might flirt with 4857348953790 other girls but their heart still belongs to you. When they don't share all their problems with you, it's not because they don't wanna tell you. Sometimes, they just don't wanna make you worry or sad.

Me dear flen, whai not think it this way and be happy than being pestimistic and be emo and sad? F8ck that. Enjoy life. It's not worth to be sad for that. Like that dude Anshor, his life was just 17 years long. I bet he has lots of regrets, not doing the stuffs he wants to do. So don't waste your time being sad and emo and cry.

Labels: Boys, Life, Love

It takes two to tango. The man always leads and never let go of his partner's hand in the dance of life. Just like any other old couples, Marcos had always held Monica's hand despite what happens. The old couple had been married and living in their apartment in Buenos Aires for over 63 years. Life was great with each other's companionship.

Until one day in 2007 when Monica got diagnosed with Alzheimer's disease. Just as Monica became for dependent on her husband, it gave Marcos a new reason to live. Everyday, Marco feeds her for and hour per meal, change her diapers and accompany  her wherever she goes. Unfortunately,  Monica passed away in Marcos's arms in 2011.


Okay after reading this, some of you might not think that it's a touching story. But think back, would you have the patience to feed your future partner for one hour for every meal and change his/her diapers? Would you have the patience to take care of someone this sick? Well, I envy the way Marcos cared for Monica, how he never gave up and how he never hesitate. This is what we called true and undying love.

Labels: Love

Relationships fall and whither because eventually someone stops trying and it doesn't feel the same anymore. The first couple of months or even years it may be the best thing you ever wished for, but eventually as time passes someone loses feelings, gets too busy, or doesn't even bother to try. You know why? Because they're comfortable. The beginning is all about the chase. Can you keep up? If you can then you'll get the hang of it and then you won’t want to try anymore. You aren't afraid to lose them because they're yours. Arguing leads to fighting and it just gets worse from there. Soon, everything fades and someone gives up. It'll all end soon. It all flashes by so fast. So, cherish what you have. 

Labels: Love

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