I don't know what should I say, but let's start of with " My life sucks". This is true, although I know there are million of other children starving and dying from sickness everyday ( and their life obviously suck more than mine ) but i still consider myself of having a suckish life among the peepo i know. I shall tell you whai my life suck so much. It's actually because of the things that happened recently.

1. I've been having a crush on this boy. Sad for me, he likes my good flen. Okay this isn't the worse part. he somehow knew that I like him and sort of rejected it. Uh huh, it just suck like that. Hurt much? of course it does. Rejected a few guys before, don't feel nice when I do it, but i never knew it'd hurt that much. The thing is, I didn't really wanna or wasn't suppose to let him know. To me, staying good/close/best flens with him is already good enough. I'm happy with it. Because I know if i give it a shot and get rejeccted, everything wouldn't be the same and before. and everything before was just perfect, don't wanna lose it. Sad for me, everything is all said and done, there's nothing much I can do. Now, we're still flens, don't ever wanna lose him as a flen. Trying super de duper hard to forget him but it's just that hard. What can I do? Answer : Nothing at all. How can I forget him ? : I have no idea? I just can't do it? How can the pain go away? : It can never go away, although if it does, there'll still be a scar somehow.

2. Exam ! Exam ! Exam ! Oh God ! I can't wait till PMR is over. I'll throw all my books away and start to party ! My paren'ts just cant stop forcing me. I know it's for my own good but. Must they? :( Sighsss. This is a message to the creator of EXAMS " You suck !"

3. Family, Gawd this is the worst part. I hate home, everyday I go home i get scolded for nothing and get nagged for nothing. How is that fair huh? I'm already very very very sad for the rejecting thingy, i just wanna get home, lock myself in the room and play music to make myself relax but with my dad and grandma nagging and scolding for nothing 24/7 I feel laik I'm gonna burst anytime now. I'm already fed-up and half of my soul is already dying, must you do this to me?

Labels: Life, Love

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